My Movie

It would be a capturing one.
It would be one filled with clearity and a sense of invinsibility.
There would be no words whatsoever to confuse it.
It would convey a strong, secure and confident feeling,
Like there was no reason in the world to feel otherwise.
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There would be at least one scene shot driving in a car down a very crooked little road in the most beautiful scenery of summer Finland, at sunset.
When the sun turns the sky all shades of red and smooth orange just the tiniest bit.
And shines on the meadows, where all kinds of flowers grow in one big mix,
at just the right angle so the smallest straws of the tallest grass,
that you can't see in bright sunlight,
would be revealed, like a secret only to be told the small insects that are silently cirkeling in clouds.
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In that scene Lisa Miskovsky - Little bird would be playing in the background.
But instead of hearing, It's hard to reach the one you love the most.
And then sadly shake ones head very slightly.
The words, i know you fear it, i am here with you, sang over and over would make one sit up straighter in the seat.
And take one deep breath and step the foot down on the gas-pedal just a little bit harder while a smile sneaks up on ones face and it starts to feel like ones chest is expanding.
With something that very well might be happiness.
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Yes.
If i would make my own movie.
That's how it would be.
If i would make my own movie.
Maybe i'd live it to.