To whoever it may concern

Listen.
I know we very rarely actually take the time to make the effort to talk.
It's not like anyone can just whip their deepest thoughts on anyone after a simple hello.
Or maybe that's just the excuse i make for not trying hard enough.
Anyways, understand that not a day goes by without me wishing i would try harder.
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It's ok to feel lost.
Or crumbled into a place where u just don't want to be.
It's even ok to be very scared and tiny and weak.
Thought most people can't handle that,
coz' it takes a lot of courage to dare to let oneself be unable to cope with something.
All i'm saying is.
I know you, or atleast i feel i do,
and that's actually what really matters when it comes to knowing someone.
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You feel you should change,
make an effort and take a step towards something better.
You tell me by the things u don't tell me.
And i can tell ure looking to me for help.
You're sitting around waiting for a pointed finger,
waiting for someone to tell you wich way to go.
Please don't.
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The only result following someone elses finger is ever going to have is that u'll find ureself in another place you don't want to be.
At this point it doesn't matter what you do,
as long as it's YOU.
You built the cage you feel ure in by saying that there's no chance for anything else.
Sorry to tell you but you can't make ureself happy and sit around waiting for someone else to do it for you at the same time.
So take a step, anywhere, if it's the wrong direction u can always take a step back again.
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The downside of having the opportunity to choose what you want to do for ureself,
to have all the possibilities in the world and the freedom to use them,
is that then you actually have to know what you want.
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All i can say, i love you 'til the end.